Remedial Discipline
The week before this week of punishment, I had left home to pick up our child from school, I left my ID at home and security wouldn’t let me on to school grounds let alone pick up my child, it is normal procedure of safety. But I was frustrated and lost my cool, I yelled at the security for no reason, and that obviously got me nowhere, so I had to walk back home to get my ID. I’ve apologised to both security officers in person. But the week of punishment that follows is for that. Yelling is not a suitable response.
Monday
7:20
Right after preparing breakfast for the family, packed lunch and eating with them.
I was told I had to take a shower before we head out, I know what that meant, I made sure the shower was lukewarm at best, barely a semblance of warmth in it. The shower lasted about 30 minutes. I thought on the mistake I made, that resulted in this.
11:10
We got home after visiting one of Mistresses locations, I was told to strip and bend over the side of the bed.
Supplemental
I’ve been here about an hour, not even seen her since all I hear is her singing from downstairs. Not sure if she’s preparing something, or waiting is the punishment, her singing might be the punishment also, who knows but her?
Supplemental 2
I can smell cooking. My mind is a dark place if I couldn’t hear her, or the clattering of the pots in the kitchen, I would hear the worse. Except, my mind just lingered on sex, as was usual, depraved thoughts, the dirtier the better.
13:30 (1:30pm)
I was called down to the kitchen, she hadn’t come up at all. I descended to the kitchen, food smelt good, definitely steak.
I looked at the table seeing a plate of food, it looked amazing, mashed potatoes with cheese and chives, broccoli, carrots, a sauce I know she had been working on for a week, and of course steak, pre-cut before plating as is the tradition in our meals. It all looked amazing.
Mistress tapped me on the shoulder, before gripping my hand and leading me to the other side of the table to another plate, I gawked at it, it looked the same as the other plate, and by the same I mean, not at all. There was no mashed potatoes, no sauce, no steak. And if you are following along, that only left the broccoli and carrots, albeit a lot more of them.
She instructed me to sit, and I was already slightly upset by the food, that I wasn’t paying attention to what I was sitting on, as I sat, I felt moisture and heard a crinkling. She patted my shoulder twice as if to say she was happy where I was, and moved to her side of the table.
She began to eat, and it was at that moment I realised what I was sat in, it was deep heat (if you are in America you would call this stuff “Icy Hot”) it’s a muscle cream that relieves aches and pains with a long burning sensation, the nice food must have masked the smell, I felt a burning start across my backside
I looked on her, but she didn’t look at me, I ate a piece of broccoli, it was bland, uninspired, just plain steamed broccoli… The carrots weren’t much better.
I politely asked if I could have the salt and pepper, to which she replied, “why? Not HOT enough for you?” We looked at each other, sharing a couple facial expressions, before she sighed, pulled away from the table, putting her fork down. Before I realised what was happening she had rounded the table, had a latex glove on and was between my legs scooping Deep Heat across my vulva, I twitched and cried, as she made sure my entire labia were coated before pulling away. Returning to her side of the table, she picked up her fork, I was stunned, burning, twitching, sniffling… After a minute I returned to eating quietly sniffling to myself we ate for a few minutes before she spoke again. “Is it hot enough now?” She asked with pure challenge and sarcasm on her tongue.
“Yes Mistress, plenty hot, thank you,” I replied meekly, the rest of the meal was uneventful. We spoke about our child.
I started writing my essay by hand, how I must remain compliant to authority, polite and courteous unless the situation really needs otherwise. I have all week to do it, and I have to do it by hand too.
The heat continued for hours until I rinsed off before leaving to pick up our child, and even then it was still slightly hot.
19:30 (7:30pm)
After the kid was in bed and asleep. We cuddled on the sofa, she asked me how my day was we watch some cartoons before taking a shower together, and then bed around 22:30 (10:30pm) she told me I was doing well, but there were six more days to go, accepting the fresh Ben Wa balls she slipped into me.
Tuesday
10:30, I had my mouth washed out with soap, this was every bit as horrible as I remember it being. Not only does it simply taste horrible, but it also lathers up filling your entire mouth of its vile flavour, it tasted bitter and clinical. The washing lasted for about 10 minutes and it still sucks when writing this 20 minutes later.
11:30 I was caned across my backside and thighs 100 times, they weren’t the worst belts I have received, but they built up, and only the moderate pain promised that I’d get more pain later.
12:10 We sat down to eat, my arse hurt so I shifted my weight constantly, lunch was better than yesterday, it actually had flavour, while it still wasn’t steak, I am still pretty miffed at that, but it is what it is. At least I have dinner tonight to look forward to. We are making a pie as a family.
13:00 more essay writing
19:00 kid is asleep and I’m in a bad mood, I didn’t get any of the pie, Mistress even said in front of the kid that I’m on a diet this week, so no meat. I had a kale salad. Need to keep it together. I deserve this.
21:30 I’m hungry, ungrateful, and unsexed, this week is going to be tougher than I thought. Might ask for more punishment tonight, or just cuddle, both will make me feel better.
22:00 we took a bath together, she dunked me many times for differing lengths of time. Running out of air several times, coming up for fresh air is always an amazing feeling. We cuddled together for a while and spoke about how my punishment was going, how I was being good, and if I need something I can just ask, one of my many flaws is that I hate asking for things even if I desperately need them. I’ve always been a “you get what you are given” girl. But I have improved over the years, I can ask for things, but sometimes I get bratty and demand things and that is unfitting for someone like me.
23:30 Bedtime toy tonight is the metal dildo, only 6 inches, it is the epitome of a bland worthless toy with a boring featureless design. Gosh, I wish I could have sex, just for a minute! Fucking denial. Warm arms wrapped around me are nice though. Good night world, 2 days down, 5 to go.
Wednesday
11am, in the garage. Bucket holding, I hate this. Basically, I am ordered to hold out a large bucket of water and not drop it, purely psychological, I have to follow the order, but my body fails me. Every time I dropped the bucket I’d get a little zap from an electro wand, Every time I said, “I can’t”, another zap. My cries only got me spanks on my bruised behind. This continued for 15 minutes until my arms were too tired to lift the bucket at all.
Lunch today, porridge, made with water not milk, no sugar or syrup. Gosh, it was the blandest food I ever ate.
Mistress is feeling tired today, she took a nap after some work on her computer, and I went to clean, what I usually do when left to my own devices when masturbation isn’t an option.
Mistress tweeted on my wall a bit ago, I’m scared to read it… I know it can’t be good.
I’ve just seen the tweet, she’s done this crap before, it’s never fun.
Mid-afternoon and I just got an email from, “Master V” so mysterious… Tacks! That doesn’t sound good. I really need to change the email on the blog so they go to Mistress rather than me.
I was hoping Mistress wouldn’t see this email, but now that I asked a Breanne and Master Shadow about it she will definitely know about it tomorrow, briefly forgetting that my DM’s are read. Fuck my life!
16:30
I’ve never been this turned on, in my entire life, even when thinking clean thoughts, the Ben wa balls inside me, keeping me ready for use, but what fucking use?!!? I haven’t been so much as touched in days except for hugs and to inflict pain, can’t argue with the attention though, but fuck me, fuck me already someone, anyone! Maybe something nice will happen after the kid is in bed? I grumbled to myself, I know that won’t be true.
20:30 laying on our bedroom floor Mistress looming over me with our new candle set, my thoroughly stuffed with a ball gag and Ben wa balls, I was trying to be extra quiet not to stir our child, even though she was on the other side of the house, I was still trying not the scream bloody murder through the gag as she coated my lower body in wax only to peel it off again to then your more on the sensitive skin. It’s worse when Jess get the candle really low to your folds so the wax is still really hot when it dries, mmmm fuck
22:00
Tonight’s penetration comes in the form of the dildo from Amy’s strap on 9 inches by 2.5 inches and an inflatable butt plug that felt like I was going to burst when it was being inflated inside me.
Midnight: I cannot sleep tonight… too horny, too much pent up sexual energy, I’m going to burst like a balloon when I’m finally allowed sex again, either that or pass out entirely.
Thursday
11:00
My ballgag has been dipped in hot sauce today. Mistress is out of the house on work stuff, but I don’t mind, she used to be gone all day every day until we adopted, now she isn’t gone as much, I get more attention. Ben and Amy have the day off today and tomorrow, so well, I’m fucked, and not in a good way.
I’m sitting at home reading Breanne’s latest erotica, she is so lucky! I haven’t had even the tiniest bit of decent stimulation all week, you know how hard it is for me not to touch myself! I normally do have my hand in my pants all the time.
Midday
Ben and Amy arrived, I was pleased to see them except for Amy’s evil smirk and Ben’s duffle bag. I just want to be fucked, I don’t care who does it, I was fantasising about the gross homeless man down the street missing half his teeth last night, deny a hypersexual deviant long enough, and their mind will go to the most depraved of places.
12:20
My slit is so wet, I would be worried about getting the pussy equivalent of “swamp foot”, though, that would just make it the swamp that it is.
I’m suspended in the garage, arms roped behind my back, my legs spread by means of a bar between my ankles, hanging from a winch on the ceiling for lifting car stuff. I’m tormented with two separate TENS units attached across my thighs… none of them intersected my cunt so I couldn’t even get pleasure from this, just pain in both thighs.
That wasn’t even the worst part, Amy had in her hand the most dastardly of electrical devices, a cattle prod, I still don’t know where she got, it, I’m always afraid to mention it in conversation, as it will make her think of using it, and I’m the most available sub. It has power settings all of them are horrible, I’ve only ever tasted the lowest, and it’s enough to knock you off your feet, the fear of being shocked with it alone is as bad as most punishments I can receive.
Ben messed with the dials for the pads, Amy zapped my butt or my thighs, and I’d swing there screaming into my gag, thrashing at the straps holding me in the air.
My eyes locked with Ben’s for a long moment, he signalled Amy to remove my gag, I still don’t understand their communication, I swear they are psychic at times.
I pleaded with Ben, more than I think I have begged him before, pleaded him to fuck me, just once. He only grinned at me. Which further spurred Amy to goad me some more.
“Do you think the slut would orgasm if I shocked her cunt on full?” She asked,I felt my entire pussy clench, and I think my ovaries climbed about as high as they could at the thought.
“Maybe, probably”, replied Ben, “I think a small breeze would kick her off right now. And with that Amy blew against my looked folds before retreating away from me, I pleaded again. Ben gave me the look to shut up, I have not seen that look in many years, I often forget the control to once had over me.
Amy straddled and dry humped Ben, all for teasing me. They proceeded to have sex right on top of some tarp in front of me, all I could do is watch on, I did call them “monsters” at one point, but I didn’t mean it.
The electronic torture continued afterwards for about an hour.
I won’t lie to you all, I cried, many times while hanging there throughout this. I had been the closest I’ve been to say my safe word with Ben since we were together in school, I half wondered if he’d remember our old safe word. But I stuck with it, no safe word.
This is Hump day, meaning I’m half way through this shit. Fuck this punishment, I’ve learnt my lesson already, I swear.
I was a sweaty mess when I was released from my suspension, I was so hungry I didn’t care what shit food I was ordered to eat today.
Around 14:00 I was released, I had to look presentable to pick the kid up from school, Ben and Amy left to go home.
21:00 Mistress and I had a talk in the tub again tonight, we literally just hugged, for most of it. Until I cried to her asking if she could please let me cum once, I was pathetic.
Friday
10:00
I am on the floor beside our bed, my body folded in half, legs behind my head, ankles tied together, my wrists were also tied, but in a way that allowed me to use my tablet, not that I got much done, and scrapped it all together shortly after.
My pussy and ass pointed up and stuffed with a bad standard white candle each. A human candleholder. My nipples clamped with “The Magnetic Clamps from Hell”, they were interesting little things, torturously squeezing my nipples.
The two white candles continuously ran and dripped especially when I fidgeted, and fidget I did, especially when Mistress poured our new rainbow candle set all over the rest of my lower body for the next few hours and when not pouring hot wax upon me covering me like a caramel coated profiterole, she’d be on her computer.
In the end, my vulva, ass and some of the backs of my thighs were covered in thick layers of multicoloured wax.
I wasn’t ready for the palm that came crashing into my cunt, my eyes seeing stars for a moment in surprise, I think the jump knocked my head against the leg of the bed, another smack breaking off chunks of wax, my head definitely hit the bed-leg this time, I turned my head to the side to avoid it happening again, my body slipping on the wooden floor.
A few more slaps came onto my butt then more for my pussy, my body burning up at the sensation of an orgasm building, my first orgasm this week, ‘I should tell her to stop, but I want that orgasm, she won’t let it happen, and if I did she might make this a longer week’. I groaned at myself loudly in my mind. I cried out for my Mistress to stop, “one more slap will make me cum” I complained, “and I want to be good”. I could barely see Mistress’s face as my head was part way under the bed, but i saw that she smiled, “if you can take one more I’ll stop, be the good girl I know you can be, don’t cum”.
I mentally prepared myself, holding all my internal organs in place by holding my breath, my eyes squeezing shut tightly, I seemed to be waiting for ages for this strike, it came hard, her hand cupping my entire vulva in the strike and when it came, my body churned and contorted for a moment before shaking itself in an effort not to have the mind blowing orgasm it desperately wanted. I really don’t know how I didn’t orgasm.
“Good girl” came my Mistress’s approval, which normally felt better than any orgasm ever could, but not this week, I would give a week’s worth of approval for one orgasm right now. She untied my legs and hands.
“Get yourself cleaned up and ready for eating, we are going out for lunch”.
14:00 I was washed and dried. Mistress had put her chosen outfit for me folded on my dresser while I was showering. After making myself presentable in the mirror I picked up the outfit. The knickers (panties for you Americans) and dildo staying on the dresser below.
It was a black dress, but not like any dress I had owned before, it had four gashes on each side like a tiger had clawed it up. And the dress was too short, figures… Mistress has been dressing me like she was a 13-year-old boy for almost a year now, she finds it hilarious. I don’t.
It was above midthigh, which already is shorter than I would be comfortable wearing outside, it was daytime too, so I can’t even claim I’m going clubbing.
I shimmied into the dress and made sure all the strips of fabric at the side were smooth, at least my chest was moderately covered. The Hem should be alright as long as I don’t pick anything up, sitting down at a table might be a problem but I’ll deal with that when I get there.
I don’t have a vast amount of shoes, never been into shoes, so I selected a flat black shoe, would rather my Doc Marten’s, but they look odd with the dress, I wouldn’t mind at all but I think Mistress would.
The journey was fine, the weather was crap, had to hold my floaty hem from the bad wind we have had this week. Funnily enough, due to the day, I found myself at TGI Friday’s, I love this place, but I didn’t get my hopes up, I’ve not eaten meat all week, and don’t expect to today.
“We booked a table under the name of Beth”. Mistress said to the lady who approached us as we entered. Her eyes avoided me as she approached, and looked only at the taller, well-dressed woman on my right, in a purple suit. I didn’t mind, I’d prefer no one saw me, or at least pretended they didn’t, like this woman.
We were taken to a nice corner of the low lit restaurant, one of the reasons we like this place, it’s intimate. We were sat a table with 4 menus on it, I guessed Ben and Amy were joining us, but I asked anyway to which she confirmed. She directed me to sit in the corner “sit there where you can’t escape”, like I was a child. She smiled at the woman who waited for our drink order. “Two orange juice please”, said Jess before the woman sauntered off down the row.
Jess didn’t sit across from me, but beside me, which was unusual for her. All the knives on the table were missing and placed under napkins in the centre of the table, out of sight but I knew they were there, it was times like these where I see the lengths Mistress goes for me is incredible, it fills me with love and pride that I found someone so caring.
Our drinks arrived just as Ben and Amy worked through the door, I waved to them enthusiastically. I used to see this man every day at school and most weekends, and while he’s not been back in my life until recently, it’s always nice to have one of my most trusted friends around, Amy, his Sub, has a real sadistic side where I’m concerned, having all three of these people in one place at the same time is rather intimidating.
More drinks came, and we ordered food, I was allowed to order a starter only, when I say that I mean, Mistress ordered me loaded potato skins, which would be the tastiest thing I would get to eat all week, I was barely listening when she ordered that I wasn’t ordered a main course, and no steak, probably because I knew it was coming.
We talked a little, though, I listened more, even as Amy ran her foot up my leg, sending surges of lust through my week denied body.
Starters came, they did taste good, not what I’d traditionally order, but it for sure beats the porridge I ate this week without sugar.
After several minutes we were done with starters and they were cleared away from us.
“So Beth, how has your diet been going? A week without meat, must suck.” Ben said, his voice slightly off, I look over at him as all of their eyes turned to me, I said I was intimidated before, but it was like my entire gut wanted to wrench me through the chair and away. As they looked at me I was reminded that they had asked me a question.
“Yes, it has been tough, but it seems like a suitable punishment for what I did.” I looked of Jess as I said it. She smiled at me.
“And if we were to let you have meat once this week, right now, before the punishment was up, would you like that?” The way he worded this was odd, even he knew it, I looked at them all in turn trying to work out what the hell was going on, only Amy’s expression gave it away, my eyes moving to Jess and Ben as it clicked, “you can’t be serious? Here?” Even as I said that I knew they were.
Ben and Amy switched seats, moving their drinks around, as casually as possible, like they were playing a fun game of musical chairs, which proved that I had the right idea.
Silence broke as mains arrived, they all had delicious looking steak or ribs.
The server left, and they all sat there unmoving, as if waiting for something, Jess only looked at the napkins covering the hidden knives on the table. I took a deep breath, sighed, looked around to see if anyone was looking before dipping below the table.
As soon as I was under the table I heard cutlery clatter about onwthe table above, I look across Amy and Jess’s legs at the aisle but mostly sure no one would see if they walked down.
I was excited, I couldn’t unzip his trousers fast enough, he slouched in his chair to allow me easier access, I pulled out his cock and immediately slipped it into my mouth.
It didn’t take me long to get him off, the main problem I had was the angle, took about 10 minutes I had done it countless times over the years. He zipped and buttoned himself up after I of course swallowed. I sat on the floor until they had finished their food and Mistress gave me the all clear, unfortunately the waitress who sat me stared right at me now as she was walking over, but changed direction and out of sight.
I was blushing so hard I could feel my face heating up.
Plates were removed, drinks were finished. Bill was paid with tip. Myself and Jess said our farewells to Ben and Amy who said they’ll be round tomorrow to pick me up… that didn’t sound good.
We picked our daughter up from school, though Mistress threw a pair of leggings at me while we were sat in the car to make myself atleast moderately presentable for entering school grounds.
Most of the afternoon into evening was childcare stuff, nothing exciting.
Late in the evening, I can’t sleep, my body aches, I’m fed up of denial, time to bother my friends on Twitter, seems to be my favourite thing to do lately.
And another night stuffed with a boring featureless dildo…
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Part 2 coming soon. Love you all! X